Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Harlow everyone... I know I know... everybody misses me. Well a lot of things happen during i don't know how long la. I learn a lot about working with people (especially christian people), about myself and many more. At that time, I kept asking myself why do all this thing happen. And the more I pray... (ok dun smike me with lightning) the more teruk things goes. Sometimes it really makes me doubt HIM loh. But an angle told me something like this. Everything happens for the good of something. So yealor... life had not been easy for me but i'm still alright with my darling and close friends (sorry ah... lazy to say names ah. U noe who u are la.) on my back.- messing AWAY
Monday, March 13, 2006
Have you ever give your best to something... put in countless effort... do it for God knows how long it has been into something and end up getting complain and yea you know what I'm trying to say la. Doesn't it sux... I bet it is. Well for me it does sux la. Anger, disappointment, frustration, sad... ok I'm running out of words but yalah, that's howI feel. It's not the first time i'm feeling like this over the same thing. Looking back kinda feel a bit stupid la. Normally if you know the kettle is hot and you've even touched it and got burned you would of course know what to get if you touched it again. Well for me, I didn't learned my lesson. I went into it thinking that it will not be the same but unfortunately... I was wrong. I end up getting "BURN" and this time it was worst. It gave me the feeling that I should have stop a long time ago and also should never come back ever. What was I really thinking... coming back and try to make a differences. Who the heck you think you are Kerry... you think you damn great ah? come on la... wake up la... Just wake up and see...- messing AWAY
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
You know sometimes when u think your useless, not good enough, low self esteem, and other word which practically means the thing and then hear comes your hero who's like a problem solver, good listener, knows what to do... tall, dark and hansome(ooppss... getting out of topic) well... you know what i mean la. This week, I had the chance to be the HERO!!!! Yup... I used to thought it's a WOW kinda thing until I perasan something... Ok this didn't come straight away yeah... After the HERO talk to the "needy"... as I was just lying down on my bed this thought came to me... Who the heck you think you are!!! Come on man... you just being a hypocrite. Like you don't face problems la. Then all of the sudden... the hero turn into a zero... (and now you would hear an evil laugh from an old woman) Anyways thankfully the good overcame the bad and i came to a conclusion that no one in this world is perfect. So the moral of this week lesson is You Can Do It!!!!!! Thats all folks... ciaozzzzzzzzz- messing AWAY
Thursday, March 02, 2006
This week has been really a... like a testing week for me. See... Monday, went to play ball(like any other evening) was like really confident cause the previous day had a match. Played damn well ahen all of the sudden... I sprsined my ankle. Damn... and it's like the week it's only starting. What to do... had to stop playing loh. Then came back, became Dr. Lee... thinking i can heal it myself. The next day... woke up early to go college. When i reached the toilet... i couldn't walk anymore. So had to rest at home. Then of course kena la like crazy from mother. Sometimes i get really frustrated la. It's like I want to have my ankle sprained only. But wut to do... have to listen only la. Fighting back will only ake things worse. To cut the long story short... I ok edi... just a bit pain only. Ok I might not sound like myself but here it it... during the healing time, when I was at home(from tues to weds) I was just thinking. Life it's like that don't you agree. When times just go so well, when we just about to get confident with something thing goes bad. Then we get frustrated and we try solving it ourselves, our own way. And before u know it... it's finish. To me this incident really thaught me something. We must really commit everything to HIM. No point trying to solve it our way. It'll just end up like me.... my ankle got really bengkak. Then don't want to see the tita(sifu like the wong fei hong wan). In the end have to la, no choice. So to all the Band members(we no name yet...) commit every thing to HIM ya. It's just that we tend to do things our way to much. Just let HIM take control, take over. I'm sure he knows wut's best for all of us... Ok la... I sound like a preacher edi... I'm really looking forward to tomolo. See you guys tomolo. Ciao...- messing AWAY
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Hey all..... Thanx for all the souls who did make the point to visit my blog. Well since I've got line edi I'll make the point to write la. Ok start with today la. Didn't had college today (dun envy me ya) so suppose to wake up late cause stayed uo late to watch Chelsea match. Hmmm.... too bad they loss. Then got woken up by the TV sound so I thought brother came back from school edi. To my frustrarion, the clock showed me 9.15 a.m. I was so bengang at first, so wanted to bang him la. Then I found out that he was sick. So... wut to do. Somemore volume was like full blast. Poor fella so young pekak edi. Anyway having him in the house is a pain in the ass. No freedom 4 me. All must have it his way. Damn....... Change topic la. Tomolo gots lot of things going on. My college got this selection thing going on. Hmmm.... dunno la bout that. Treating that as exercise la.(since me so..... those who've seen me noe la) But besides that really looking forward to tomolo. It's going to be the bands first time jamming together. I'm really proud of everyone in it. They have all so much to offer. I may seem like the most experience guy, but i often loof to them for inspiration. I really think this is like the best band PJEFC has ever had. To you all. I really do love you all. So.... lets not just keep the knowledge we have to ourselves and lets show the outside people wut real worship really means to us. OK I think i a bit hyper edi. That all for today. GOD BLAST!!!!- messing AWAY
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Haiya...... So difficult la to start something in computer. Face with so much problem. Sorry.... for those who dunno i'm reall sucky with computer stuff. Hmmm.... anyhows those who know me are more than welcome to write to me. (criticise, gossip, encourage and many more)- messing AWAY